just lately it seems pointless tryin to do anything ,th enviroments fucked theres a recession on fuel and food prices go up an th income doesnt so theres no balance .i used to be happy go lucky felt anythin was possible why does a future seem such a feat? i feel we are gettin screwed by our governments but i feel like the only one that sees it an really worries about where this planets headin . at times i seriously wonder what we are supposed to do ,just carry on pretend its all fine?while across th world people ,children die cause they cant afford to live imean CANT AFFORD TO LIVE seriously what a statement ,if only it werent true .we the richest countrys in the world waste money on retail therapy ?!!?shoppin not cause we need to just to cheer ourselves up ! like we have any reason to feel down ! all the time it carries on people screwin over people alays chasin money like its gonna save their lives ,wouldnt want anyone to think we werent in fashion this hypocrisy has to stop somewhere its bullshit when will th western societies learn ,when its too damn late probably we are headin towards a mad max style future i reckon .i am sick to death of hereing about some sick father that raped his daughter or some poor kid that got stabbed for having a different colour skin to his class mates ,or families blown to pieces whilst their children watche dall in th name of great western civilised peace bringing .all i have to say is this ONE WE ARE ONE ,ONE IS THE BEGINING AND THE END ,TOGETHER WE ARE ALL ONE IN THE SAME .WE LIVE THE SAME WE ARE BORN THE SAME AN SO SHALL WE DIE THE SAME ! damn it why is peace sucha stupid idea ? i get people say it to me as a sarcastic comment because i have long hair "oooo peace man" followed by sarcastic laughter ,now i aint exactly a hippy more of a rock fan ! zep sabbath aerosmith alice cooper slipknot marilyn manson metallica rob zombie pantera etc but why is peace sucha thing to be scoffed at .i mean what you prefer chaos an hate to peace an love ?! confused i tell ya ,where are we headin these things become real when you have a child or children !

is it me or is there just not enough hours in th day or night for that matter .i mean i dont know how anyone has time to just sit around doing nothin like watchin soaps or readin even i been tryin to finish stephen kings latest since xmas now !!! he will have a new one realised before i finish , i have to do the 9 to 5 for 4 days a week to pay bills an eat etc then i do freelance stuff like tattoo designs an stuff to send to publishers as well as the occasional caricature for a private client or something as well as walk the dog look after kid. i just wish i could go ouyt do something like watch a movie or just sit around at home readin or watchin a dvd or somethin ,yet some days at work go reeeeeaallly slowly like two days in one then when ia am at home an tryin to do the things i would rather do for a full time living the time flies like one minute its 12 next its 3 an there only seems an hour has passed ,someone somewhere has a time manipulation machine (although einstein did say time was relative)i think the same people have a weather machine too but dont get me started on that ! did you know you can change weather by releasing a type of chemical or treated water in to clouds ,its true you can make rain clouds disapate or increase ! i forget who discovered it but i do know paul mc carteny paid alot to make sure his daughters birthday thing didnt get rained on ,FACT! scarey huh .they ar e out there ,they know where you live an they are up to stuff , example some broadband providers watch computers to see what we look at so they can advertise at us with the exact interests we ahave ,also the governments really want people to have chips in or id cards so they know who you are an what you do ! but they cant make us have chips inus an they cant make you give dna samples or enforce id cards sooooo i wonder how they can keep check on you an know all you do think and are interested in ......... facebook myspace an yup deviant an many more basically every primeminister an president said about five years ago in different speaches " in ten years we want a computer in EVERY home , for the future of education ,EVERY home will have the intenet one day!" WORLD WIDE WEB an what does a web do ? what do you use a NET for ?? to catch or contain ,thats right folks .remember they are watchin you ,just because your paranoid dont mean they are not after you etc ahhhhhhh an im done!

well i have finally took my friends advice they kept tellin me about D art but i only looked before ,at last i spent the ehtire night but its done i am now officaly on D art i have even activated prints god only knows how thats suppose to work but we will see ,anyhow i am here hurrah! n huzzah!